http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php This is a discussion forum. en Mon, 21 May 2012 04:53:15 GMT vBulletin 60 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/images/newyear/misc/rss.jpg http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=423 Sun, 22 Apr 2012 03:26:41 GMT sometimes

we don't wanna see whats right infront of us

we drown out the obvious

don't wanna hear everyone saying you're wrong

you're making a mistake

i've been paying for it ever since

i tried to play it safe

i should have listened to my heart

no matter how hard i tried

i couldn't forget your smiling face

imprinted in my mind

i thought i could push it off

i thought if i avoided you i wouldn't feel anything about you

i didn't want to admit

i made a mistake and it was the worst of my life

i missed out

i only hope it's not too late

i find myself so thankful..just to be friends with you

i'd be a fool not to want so much more

you say you wanna have fun

you say you wanna settle down

i want to settle down

with you

if it's not too late ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=423 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=422 Sun, 22 Apr 2012 03:15:12 GMT you say your just a typical girl

you say your nothing special at all

if that's true

why can't I get enough of you

why am i up...hours after we said goodnight

thinking of ways to tell you

your not a typical type of girl

your something special

would you hold against me

if i told ya

i want to put my arms around you

pull you close

and kiss your beautiful lips

baby...you are wonderful

there is nothing typical about you at all

i can't take my eyes off you

i can't take my mind off you

give me a hundred years to be with you

and i'd still ask for more ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=422 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=421 Sun, 22 Apr 2012 02:49:52 GMT it's still a little hard to say what's going on

my heart wants to jump right in

my mind says to wait a little longer

tonight

I pulled you in for a hug

to say goodnight

wanted to lean in, put my lips to yours

i know that when i leave you tonight

everytime i close my eyes i will see your face

I'm trying

trying to do it all right this time

it's been so long since i felt so alive

your presence makes my heart want to sing

there is so much more my ears want to hear you say

just your smile melts me away inside

when i pull you close

I never want to let go

I don't know what to say when your around

i don't know the right words to express

how you make me feel inside

how can i say

i don't know what our future holds

i pray to GOD

whatever tomorrow brings

please let that journey include you and me

GOD i don't want to scare her

GOD I'm afraid i will lose her

the heart can be so confused sometimes

you can't fly above the clouds

if you don't take the jump

but i don't want to fall

GOD i just don't know what tomorrow may bring

but i want to thank you for introducing her to my life

she is a reminder daily...you have not forgotten about me ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=421 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=419 Mon, 16 Apr 2012 01:58:58 GMT There is so much I feel I should say
I don't like seeing you drive home
I want you laying down each night next to me
I don't truely know what's gonna happen
But I know all of me needs more of you
I want so much to tell her how I feel
I want her to know I get lost just thinking about all we could someday be
I know in my heart its too early to feel this way about you
But over my heart...I have no controlled
I love that kissable face
I love the thought of you standing so close to me
I don't know what tomorrow holds
but I pray it brings me one step closer to you ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=419 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=416 Wed, 21 Mar 2012 19:21:51 GMT i think i've finally lost myself

seems like a lifetime but the clock on the wall says it's only been a moment or two

i'm lost on the threshhold of emotions

all these memories

all these dreams

all these things that for the first time in my life i realize will never come true

i'm feeling hopeless and helpless and I think I'm tearing in two

WHY???

i'm so entangled in emotions

with no where to go

no one to turn to

i don't know what to do

homeless
lonely
i want to forget who i am
i want to forget all i have ever been

i don't want to start all over
i don't want to do it all again
i just want all of it to end

please God help me make it thru the night ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=416 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=412 Mon, 27 Feb 2012 18:25:52 GMT at one time i knew love she had a heart of gold she looked so beautiful on the beach sitting next to me in her olive tan skin but i took my... at one time i knew love
she had a heart of gold
she looked so beautiful on the beach sitting next to me in her olive tan skin

but i took my love
and i spread it too thin

the kind of mistake that a young man knows is wrong even before he begins

she tried giving her world to me
i took it all and put nothing back

i'll never forget how she used to look at me
she'd keep me awake all night just to tell me how her day had been

i look back on the years that have gone by
i wonder what she has done with her life

such a beautiful woman
such a beautiful heart

she deserved a man more deserving than me

the day she left i took out my heart and shut it down

i hope one day i can open my heart back up

and find love again ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=412 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=408 Fri, 27 Jan 2012 16:38:30 GMT wished i was to dead to care
as the world i knew begins to fade
it all keeps slipping farther

i don't know why i even bother
can't even look you in the eyes
my pleading cries fell on deaf ears
for that reason i quit trying
who do you turn to when the one you love is the one that makes you bleed

wished i was to dead to cry
only a shell of my former self remains
no one to listen to my protest
my biggest flaw was trusting in you
now you've taken everything from me

you know me better than this
i would have never thought you would turn your back on me ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=408 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=406 Mon, 09 Jan 2012 13:29:52 GMT baby i want to call you
tell you i'm sorry

you don't know how hard it is
just for me to accept we're apart

each time i call you
i hope for an answer
just so i can tell you i love you
baby you set me apart

and maybe you'd let me back into your heart ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=406 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=403 Fri, 06 Jan 2012 14:26:43 GMT where am i to go

when there's nothing else i can do

nothing i can say

there's nothing left to for me to prove

i see your thoughts are different than mine

there's nothing left for me

no room for me to be vested in your life

we're bound by blood and love

there has got to be something else i can do

somethings i just can't let go

i had hoped you were to be the one

and we're still bound by blood and love

from the moment he was born

won't you please just talk to me

it's the least that you could do ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=403 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=398 Sat, 26 Nov 2011 01:11:34 GMT i try to put things back the way they were before

try to right all the wrongs i made

can't seem to hold you like i want to

can't seem to keep you in my arms

baby don't tell me we're doomed

baby i don't know where we wrong

we were the couple all our friends were jealous of

they always said were were so perfect together

they said our love was fate

they said it was meant to be

but none of that is helping us now

i try to make the most of all this sadness

you said i'm too Independent

you say i'm too hard

truth is baby there is nothing on this earth i depend on more than you

i thought i was strong

i thought i needed nothing

i thought my life was perfect

i thought i was happy

then you came into my life

if you are not happiness you are the scale on which it's weighed

i can be many things

but baby i can't be me without you ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=398 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=397 Sat, 26 Nov 2011 01:01:11 GMT there are few places in this world that make me feel warm anymore home is one of the few the friendly smiles familiar places i always... there are few places in this world that make me feel warm anymore

home is one of the few

the friendly smiles

familiar places

i always wish i could stay for more than a few

i feel home when i see the faces that know me from the time before

i feel home when i see all of you

even on the coldest of nights we're gathered on the back porch for a couple of beers and the company of a close few

when i'm home i know there is nothing above

even after a million miles and countless tears

i know there is a place that will welcome me home

i see you, with a welcoming smile

i pray that this place never changes

this is the only place i need

there is no closer place to heaven on earth than chilling with the people i know

i need to feel home

i love my home

all my friends

they live in my heart

there is no end to the strength you guys give me

the will for me to keep moving on

all those nights that i'm all alone

from the farthest corners of the world

my heart is always home

i love each and everyone of you

and there is no place i'd rather be

than be home with all of you

thank you for being the only place i can feel real ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=397 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=385 Fri, 21 Oct 2011 15:29:34 GMT i found ways to help me down every night ways to deal with a life without you whether wrong or right it was a way to pass the time i found ways to help me down every night

ways to deal with a life

without you

whether wrong or right

it was a way to pass the time

so many faces

i can't remember their names

so many dirty things

i wish i could forget

none of them helped me get over you

i closed my eyes and closed myself

now that i think i've found another

i still can't get above the things i still feel for you

like an angel i can still feel you hovering above

everytime i close my eyes i can see your eyes
of blue ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=385 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=384 Wed, 19 Oct 2011 18:45:45 GMT i don't want this to be another passing moment

baby i need this to last

i've searched the past 10 years of my life

looking for something real

searching for something that lasts more than a year or two

tell me this is the love that lasts a lifetime and not a day less

baby when your here in my arms

i want to believe it's true


i want to believe it's meant to be me and you



i hold back when i want to jump right in

baby i'm a scared

i'm scared because i love you

i'm scared because i can't see my life without you

baby this is bigger than anything i've ever felt before

baby it's not puppy love

baby this is not the calm before the storm

this is me on my knees pouring out my heart to you

i've never felt so small

i've never felt so complete

any idea i had of what happiness was before you walked into my life

i've thrown it out the door

baby i'm not so good with words

when your right next to me i have a hard time expressing just how i feel

i hope you know just how much i care

i hope you know just how bad i need to feel you in my arms

i hope you can see it in my eyes

just how much i love you ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=384 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=383 Wed, 12 Oct 2011 20:11:30 GMT you said i was the man you always dreamed of these ears had never heard words so sweet your tender touch could make even the strongest man weak... you said i was the man you always dreamed of
these ears had never heard words so sweet
your tender touch could make even the strongest man weak
even your smile could bring me to my knees

you were so down to earth
you were the girl next door
perfect in each and every way
oh how i love you girl
baby I'd move a mountian just because you wanted to see if i could

how i wish some things would never change
give me a chance to do it over a million different times and the ending is the only thing i wouldn't do the same


now we are here

and who's gonna save us now

in this life we know nothing is meant to last so from the word go we knew even our love was doomed

the darkest day of my life was the day our love took it's dying breath

i've never seen you so angry
I've never felt this empty
your a bitch to me just because you can
i pretend that i don't care because i can't let you go
i pushed you away
when that's the last thing i wanted to do

you say i never cared
baby that couldnt' be further from the true
you say i don't have a heart
baby that's because i gave it to you
baby your love is the only light i've ever seen


you meant the world to me....maybe even more
for you there is nothing i wouldn't do
if only i could have you back right now
i'd give my life this very moment just to spend one more day with you

just to put my arms around you and tell you how much i miss having you in my life

it wasn't a silly little fling
it wasn't puppy love
it wasn't a mistake
you were an angel sent to me from the heavens above


even though my heart has yet to love again
in the true sense of the word
even after all these years i still think of you every day
i'm still thankful my baby
you gave me a chance to be part of something great

the love we shared
it was bigger than you
it was bigger than me

you gave me a chance to experience heaven on earth


i will always miss the time we had together
those were the shortest 2 years i've ever had in my life
and i want to relive them each and every single day

baby i'm sorry for all my wrongs
baby i'm sorry for all the pain that i caused
i hope one day i'll be able to tell you how i've felt all these years
i dream of you far too many nights
i try to make the most of all my sadness
the more i try to heal my wounds the closer my heart needs to be to you

you were the one i always dreamed of
and that's never going to change
thank you for being the very best part of my life

i love you
i miss you ]]> dohcdelsol93 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=383 http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=381 Mon, 26 Sep 2011 20:57:32 GMT you know sometimes I feel really really invisible on this board. I send out some pm's and never get a reply and it just makes me feel small and invisible. Even sometimes I'll send out messages on windows live and not get anything back. ]]> jamie http://www.thelordoftheboards.com/forum/blog.php?b=381